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The following story is fictional and is provided solely for the enjoyment of its readers. While there are references to actual establishments such as several major corporations, other smaller companies, restaurants and locations, the characters within the story are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to a real person either living or dead is completely coincidental. This fictional account does contain adult language and themes. If such language and themes offend you, please read no further. This story is copyrighted by AZ-MAN, all rights reserved. Permission is granted to reproduce it in any form and for any purpose as long as this notice is reproduced and no financial remuneration is received, directly or indirectly, by the person reproducing it. Also, the author would like to thank SSTORYMAN for all his help and words of encouragement along the way. You're great, man. THE ELUSIVE CALIFORNIA DREAM - Part 5 of 9 9. Kiss and Makeup Jill didn't count on John for dinner tonight. She was still mad at him from last night and didn't care if she saw him the rest of the week. But when he called and said he'd be home for dinner and that he'd pick up some fresh flounder or halibut and a bottle of wine on the way at Trader Joes, she acquiesced. Now Jill was wondering what the occasion was as she prepared a garden salad and awaited John's arrival. It was a little after 6 PM. Brittany was out with her friends again (probably smoking too, sighed Jill) and Kyle was upstairs doing her homework. Jill had some soft George Winston music, "Autumn" playing from the kitchen CD player. The new-age piano sound provided a pleasant and relaxing background as she busied herself with the routine culinary chores. Jill was starting to feel optimistic. What could this be about? "So, you have a good day at work or what?" Jill responded as he came up from behind and hugged her at the kitchen-island. "No, actually it was quite the shitty day," John said calmly. "Yeah, right. Since when do you make a special stop at TJs to pick up some fresh fish and a $40 bottle of wine? You need more 'shitty' days like this," she smiled as he kissed the back of her neck. "Really, Jill. I had an awful day." He reflected. "Well, it was a bad beginning. Maybe it got better as the morning wore on." "What happened? Are Conrad and Al still pressuring you to close on your project in Fort Lauderdale?" She turned and was facing him, studying his eyes. John thought for a moment before he spoke, "Conrad took me off the project in Fort Lauderdale. I won't be going back there for a while." "Took you off?" Jill was truly caught by surprise. Only until now had she ever heard of Conrad taking work away from John. Usually, it was just the opposite. The more you performed, the more you were rewarded...with more work. "Is this a demotion?" She picked the worst possible scenario only because she wanted him to respond with some positive news. "I don't know. I think he wants me to concentrate more on sales and marketing and pass the contracts stuff to someone else." "Who? Has Conrad hired someone else that will relieve you of that job?" Jill had concern in her voice. John laughed as he thought of Naomi. "I don't think so but he DID hire someone else. She started today." "She?" Jill raised an eyebrow. "Yeah. While I've been on the road, Con hired a second secretary for the four of us. He said something like Sarah was getting too stressed out and threatening to quit." Jill laughed. "Well, good for him. He knows a good thing when he sees it." Jill liked Sarah. They weren't quite friends but had gone to lunch a few times and usually spent hours chatting at the holiday parties and picnics that Ilex hosted throughout the year. John wondered what Jill would think of Naomi. Dinner ended for the two of them around 9 o'clock. Kyle joined them only briefly at the dining room table but excused herself and headed back to her room. Brittany still was not home. John poured the last remnants of the wine into Jill's glass. He recognized she was not quite buzzed but probably feeling very relaxed. He felt nothing himself but decided to open a new topic of conversation anyway. "Did I tell you this new gal Con hired -- her name's Naomi -- that she smokes?" Jill smiled into her wineglass. She figured John wouldn't be bothered by Naomi's habit. What made her smile was John's return to the smoking topic. "No, you didn't. Is it a problem?" Again, a soft smile. "Well, no. It's just that every time I looked out at her workstation, she was gone about half the time. Outside smoking, I suspect." "Addicted, I suspect," Jill followed. "No doubt. I don't understand it. Even though I smoke at parties and stuff, I've never felt like I was addicted. I've never felt that I HAD to smoke," John spoke somewhat proudly. "Have you?" he added as if to make it sound like an afterthought. Jill decided to not play coy this time. She knew what he was after and played right into his hand. "Sure. I smoked regularly for a time there in college. You knew that. And, yeah, I think I probably was addicted for a while. I remember missing it that first summer when I went back home. It was tough for about two weeks but then the cravings went away." "And you never tried it again? Not even behind my back?" John smiled and winked hopefully. "Afraid not." Jill giggled and sipped her wine. "What? What's so funny?" "Oh...just you. You want me to try smoking again, don't you?" she asked invitingly. John couldn't believe what he'd just heard. He had been desperately trying to steer the conversation in this direction and coax it out of her since sitting down at the table but she just jumped several spaces ahead of his plan. It was wonderful to hear her ask this question. "I think it'd be fun to try again." He knew he had that leftover pack of Benson and Hedges Menthol Lights in his overnight bag upstairs. Will she smoke for me now? "Well, before we go on with this topic, there's something you should know." Jill sounded a bit graver in her offering of this statement. John sensed her tone but said, "Tell me." He was still smiling. Jill let him have it. "Brittany smokes. Did you know that?" She was truly asking. John was suddenly dazed. Just as Jill had jumped ahead of his plan to discuss her smoking, now she had jumped again - to a completely unplanned topic. "What?! Brittany?" John was incredulous. And he was not just pretending. "How, when did you find out?" Then he answered her question. "Of course I didn't know." Jill smiled in a calm manner as if to tell him, relax, I've already got the situation under control. "I was out at Barnaby's waiting for a pizza for Kyle and me the other night when I saw her and her friends out on the patio puffing away." "What did you do? Confront them?" "No. I just watched Brittany smoke...inside, from the window." "Oh, God. Has she just started? Was this her first time? Maybe she was just trying it." John didn't know quite what to think, although he wasn't as bothered by it as he initially seemed. After all, she was sixteen, he reasoned. "No John, she wasn't 'just trying it'. You should've seen the way she was inhaling. I knew when I first saw her that it was not her first cigarette." "So, she doesn't know that you know. I mean, you two haven't discussed it yet?" "Oh no. I called her on it the moment she got home," Jill spoke rather defiantly. "Oh God," John spoke again. "I suppose the two of you aren't speaking. What'd she break this time?" John was referring to the last big fight when Brittany broke (accidentally) several of Jill's crystal goblets during a tantrum at the dinner table. Jill laughed heartily. "John, whatever gives you the impression that Brittany and I don't get along?" She sipped her wine then continued, "No, we both conducted ourselves very lady-like. I think Brittany grew up quite a bit that night. John shook his head in amazement. "You mean you're still friends?" This was good news. He really was growing weary from the constant state of war that seemed to exist between his older daughter and his wife. They were quiet for a moment, then Jill resumed, "You should've seen her John. I barely recognized her at first...the way she was inhaling the smoke so deeply -- deeper than I ever did. Then, the way she'd let it out while she laughed or sipped her Coke -- it was almost scary. But in a way....you know, I was mesmerized by it. I felt like I knew what she was feeling....." John added, "And you felt like you wanted to smoke too?" "Well, yeah. Watching her took me back for a moment. I felt like recapturing my youth was possible, if only for a brief time, if I could only smoke like that again." "Will you? For me?" John was grinning very suggestively. Jill flashed an embarrassed smile. "I can't smoke here silly, not now, with Kyle sitting upstairs. Maybe if we go out sometime this weekend....yeah, I might try it again." John was disappointed and ecstatic at the same time. He couldn't wait until this weekend. Oh yes, yes I can, he thought. It'll be great! He leaned over the table and kissed her. It was a prelude to what he wanted to do upstairs in their bedroom. He made passionate love to her as he had not in many years. Lately, they had been doing it about once a month. And, it had been with the enthusiasm of a couple twice their age - the usual man-on-top-get-it-over-with-quick mode. Tonight had been different. Tonight, they were like college kids again. Jill was going to smoke for him and he was so horny in anticipation that he performed in a way that satisfied them both. John had asked, once he was buried deep inside her, in his pixilated yet sexy voice, "Jill, are you REALLY going to try smoking again...for me?" "Yes," she giggled. John continued in his animated timber, "That sounds so good to hear you say. When you smoke, are you going to inhale?" He knew the answer. Jill squirmed underneath him. "Oh yes. I'm going to inhale the smoke so deeeep into my lungs. It'll feel so good." She squirmed some more in pleasure. "Do you want to fuck me while I smoke?" John couldn't believe what he was hearing. All he could do was say yes as he rammed her harder and harder until they both came in a loud crescendo. Once the noise settled down, they giggled together when Jill suggested that Kyle probably heard the entire show. Neither cared as they dozed off in each other's arms. 10. In the Meantime The girls were back at Gail's house after spending the last several hours at the library studying together for a chemistry mid-term. To both their surprises, Gail's parents were not at home. "That's sooo weird. They're almost never gone during a weeknight," Gail exclaimed. "Wait, here's a note or something," Brittany observed, while sitting down at the kitchen table. It was now a little past 9 PM. Gail scanned the note. "It just says that they are both over at my grandmother's. Something about another 'spell', but don't worry, she'll be fine. Then it goes on to say 'back around 11'." A mischievous grin crept across Gail's face. She was an only child and knew the house would be empty until at least eleven. "What?" asked Brittany, noticing Gail's expression. "We can smoke! That's what." "Oh, Gail, that would be soooo perfect. I've been dying for a cigarette since my last one just after basketball practice. Are you sure your mom and dad won't like, barge in or something?" "Let's go down into the basement to my room. They'll never know. You know my mother smokes like crazy anyway." Brittany and Gail were giddy with anticipation for what would be only their third or fourth cigarette of the day. Gail went straight to her dresser drawer and produced a pack of full-flavor Salem 100s, her mother's brand, from underneath her panties. Both girls had been smoking the full-flavored version for about a week but Brittany had been alternating between Crystal's Marlboro Lights and these since she quit buying packs for herself. After lighting up, the lovely sixteen-year-olds sat on Gail's double bed and smoked in silence through several puffs. Finally Gail spoke, "You know Brit, come to think of it, didn't you say you were going to have to quit smoking or something...because of your mom?" Smoke mixed with her words as she talked. Then, when she finished, she pursed her lips to let the last bit out. Brittany had just finished a long puff. After inhaling, she spoke in a throaty voice, "Yeah, but first you have to cut down before you can quit." Her smoke remained in her lungs the entire time, then she began her exhale showing Gail a big smile. Gail laughed. "Oh. So you're, like, cutting down now, huh?" "Shit yeah. This is only my fourth cigarette today. I'm way down from the 10 a day I was smoking." After another puff, Gail said, "But these are full-flavor. They can get you addicted, like, in a day. She spoke as if she had this information on good authority. "So what? I'm already addicted." Brittany looked down at the long white cigarette between her fingers. "These are good, by the way. I can see the smoke in your mouth just before you inhale. It's so much thicker than with the lights." "I know. I can feel it too." Then Gail snap-inhaled after a long puff as if to demonstrate. Brittany was amazed by the amount of smoke Gail absorbed into her supple, young body. They both were in a reclined position on the bed with pillows scattered all around them. They sat in silence some more and took long puffs on their rich menthol cigarettes blowing the smoke towards the ceiling. Brittany could her Gail audibly inhale by making a whooshing sound, sending the smoke deep into her chest. The girls were very close friends and neither thought anything of it when Brittany reached over and gently started rubbing Gail's stomach underneath her blouse. In fact, it felt so good, Gail moved Brittany's hand higher and onto her breasts. Then she started another long puff on her almost-spent cigarette. They both continued to watch the ceiling and smoke as Brittany moved her other hand with the cigarette towards her crotch. Subconsciously, they began to puff and exhale in unison, their streams of rich smoke meeting in mid-air and mingling before rising upward. Brittany began softly rubbing herself. The whole scene was getting very erotic as the room filled with dense smoke. After a bit, the girls finished their cigarettes simultaneously and used Gail's makeshift ashtray (an empty can of Diet Coke) to put them out. They lay back down briefly to watch the last traces of smoke leave their bodies, then Brittany rose and said she needed to be heading back home. She was still somewhat buzzed from inhaling many puffs of the rich brand - especially near the end while she and Gail touched. She thought she detected a mild ringing sound in her ears. And, she was dizzy. During the short walk home to her own house, Brittany cleared her lungs and reflected on this new smoking experience. It had been wonderful. She loved the way the rich smoke seemed to tickle her nose and throat with a tingly mint sensation. In her short exposure to smoking, this had been, without question, her best cigarette. Maybe it was the stronger brand, maybe it was the mild sexual exchange between her and Gail; maybe it was both. It didn't matter. Before turning the corner and heading up the walkway to her front door, Brittany doubted that she'd ever be able to quit smoking. 11. Taking Care of Business "So, where are we on outstanding orders?" "We've got about 32 million on the books with another 60 or 70 in forecast." "Christ. We're behind on our BRP, aren't we? Conrad nodded his head. "Yes. By almost 20 million." "What about the Navy order? Haven't we booked it yet?" "Not yet." Al looked at his watch to view the date. "Shit, it's already March 2. Come on Con, we needed to close on that one yesterday. What's John been doing in Florida all this time?" Conrad spoke, "I took John off the Navy deal last week." Al looked up from the orders spreadsheet he was scrutinizing and said, "Oh?" The two principals of Ilex were having a strategy meeting in Al Ross' office. Al had been out of town almost the entire first two months of the year. He rarely came to his office anyway. He was more the financial wizard and long-range strategist. Al left the care of the day to day operations to Conrad. As a result, Conrad hardly ever traveled. Today though, Al was behind his big desk with Conrad leaning over him helping him review the status of the Ilex order book. Both men had their reading glasses perched way down on their noses. This meeting had very special importance. Al and Conrad both knew that if Ilex had any chance at hitting its targeted revenue numbers for the year, that they were going to need to secure a large chuck of money through outside investment. April was to be the month that Ilex would test the waters with a prospective IPO. They could no longer continue to afford to fund all the IR&D programs needed to support the major growth that they were experiencing and forecasting. "That 70 million of forecast....that's with or without our current DP budget? Al asked. "Oh, definitely without. To hit our revenue goal of 200 million, we need to up the DP by another 15 million." Al stroked his chin and pondered. "Will the IPO net us 15 million this year?" "Absolutely. If we can get it done by May 1." "Shit Con. Where are we going to get all these engineers that are going to spend this money? Even if we HAD an extra 15 mil, could you hire people fast enough to make use of it?" "Yes," Conrad answered confidently. After thinking about it briefly, he tempered his quick response. "I believe so." Al decided to change the subject. "So, what's the story with John? He's not out fucking around on us, is he?" Conrad managed a small smile. "I wouldn't know anything about that Al." "Well, why'd you take him off the Sikorsky program? Has he got a personal problem?" "He was having difficulty closing on it. He made a few errors in judgment." Conrad was trying to cover for John without spilling the entire story. However, Al could read the code words. "Errors? What'd he promise them?" "It wasn't what he promised them. I think his quick-talking around the engineering issues made the Navy suspicious. They've put a hold on awarding the program," Conrad stated rather matter-of-factly. "HOLD?" Al roared, then watched Conrad wince. "That's the last thing we need to hear." He lowered his voice. "Con, we are THIS close (he held out his thumb and forefinger showing a space of less than an inch) to securing a relationship with D & M up in San Francisco. All the figures they have assume we will have this order booked when we go out with the IPO next month on NASDAQ." D & M referred to Dunning and Myers, the regional investment banker that had offered Al the best deal on commission so he was working exclusively with them. "Who's working this program now that Patterson's off?" "Don Dooling." "Who?" "Don works for John. He's to report to me on this program. He's got a good military contracts background. We hired him from the Navy back when the government closed Moffett Field several years ago." Moffett Field was a Naval Air Station located in Sunnyvale that had the misfortune of being on the Navy's base closure list. Now the colossal dirigible hangar built to protect the airship USS Akron and later used to support the Navy's P-3 aircraft fleet, sat stone empty while the Silicon Valley tried to absorb several thousand unemployed civil servants. "Military contracts person, huh? Is he good?" "Yes. Stanford grad, MBA, contracts management." "Could he take over as a director for all of our contracts?" Conrad understood what Al was thinking. The same thought had occurred to him several days ago. Ilex was getting more and more involved with military business. Doing business with the government required special skills. Skills both Al and Conrad knew John was lacking. "I've been thinking about it," Conrad answered. "Well then, do it! John's good but he's an ex-PC salesman for Christ sake. He probably had no business going down to Sikorsky and mixing it up with them in the first place." Conrad frowned. "He'll take it hard. He feels he trained Don and got him OUT of his military mode." "Times change, Con. Promote him as soon as you can. And make his first priority to book that Navy business!" "'Morning Sarah," John spoke as he entered the executive area and passed Sarah's desk. She glanced at her watch. It was just after 9 AM. John usually was in by 8. "'Morning John, coffee's on...I just made a fresh pot. You missed the first." Then she smiled, "Where were you, young man?" "Traffic, weather, the usual asteroid shower. The commute gets tougher every day." He grinned back as he poured some coffee and looked over in Naomi's direction. He thought, I wonder how many cigarettes she's had already? He didn't like missing any. "Hey, is Connie in today?" Sarah gave him a look of disapproval. She knew Conrad detested the nickname Connie. John would never call him that unless they were both in a social situation and likely drunk. "He's been in a closed door meeting with Mr. Ross since 7 AM." John looked surprised. "No shit? Al's in today? I haven't seen him in weeks...oh, sorry." He apologized for the curse but, judging by Sarah's reaction, she was more put off by his using Conrad's nickname than the 'no shit' remark. "They must be talking IPO. It won't be long now....'til we're a public company, that is." Sarah knew what IPO stood for. She imagined that she knew more about what was going on than John. She also knew that this boob was going to be made a rich man along with a select handful of other employees. Fortunately, she had some stock that Conrad had given her over the years stashed away that would at least help in her retirement years. "Right as usual, Dick Tracy," she spoke, with a very slight inflection on the word 'Dick'. John gave a small laugh in an attempt to save his own self-esteem then took the cue and strolled off in the direction of his office. "Hey 'Omi, how's it going this morning?" he spoke as he walked by Naomi's work area. Naomi hadn't heard the exchange between he and Sarah. "Oh, good morning, John," she spoke very mechanically as she handed him a stack of mail without looking up. She was hoping he'd keep moving towards his office. At least that was the signal she was projecting. John felt like lingering for awhile. He was still baffled by this mysterious woman and since she smoked, he was very keen on getting to know her better. He glanced down on her desk (which was integrated into other various pieces of the ubiquitous modular Hayworth office furniture). He saw her pack of Virginia Slims 120s resting in plain view with a Bic lighter sitting next to it. She must've just gotten back from the patio, he lamented. He had to say something, the silence was turning awkward. "Hey, are you planning on coming to the company picnic next weekend up in Huddert Park?" Naomi looked at him like he was joking. "Uh, no." she said flatly. "I usually don't go in for things like that. Besides, I'm new. I won't know anyone." "Oh, come on. You'll know me, you'll know Mike and Sarah....and Conrad." He had noticed by watching from his office window that Naomi still hadn't made any smoking buddies - male or female. "We always put on a great cookout...never just burgers and hotdogs. Last year, we had rib eyes and grilled salmon, all the beer, red or white wine you could possibly drink plus, we usually put on some pretty decent skits. I myself may come dressed as a famous, incumbent president you might know," he said hopefully. "Come on 'Omi..." "Uh, uh. I don't think so." She just shook her head, offering not so as much as a thanks-for-asking-anyway gesture or smile. John thought he'd try one more line. What've I got to lose? "Hey 'Omi. You know, I think I might need your help. These skits we do, well, I need the First Lady to join me. You'd be perfect. Come on, you could be Hillary. I already have the script written out, sort of. What'd'ya say?" He was really trying to be charming. She gave him an odd look. "You're serious, aren't you?" She was smiling, but only a little. John thought he saw some daylight. "Of course. You know, sweetheart, did I ever tell you how much I lo-ve donuts?" he said in his best Arkansas drawl. This time Naomi did laugh. She was genuinely amused. "John, that's good. You've got a future in politics if Ilex doesn't work out for you." "All right! You'll do it then?" "No." "Why not?" "I'm just not into that sort of thing." "What sort of thing? A wholesome company picnic with men, woman, kids, families just having fun?" "Exactly that sort of thing." There was a brief silence as John thought for a moment. He was puzzled again. "Well, if you're not coming, will you at least do me the favor of joining me at lunch today? We need to talk about some business as well as general b.s." John kept his gaze on her eyes to indicate he was serious this time. He didn't want her asking the question twice. Naomi looked down. Her eyes seemed to fixate on her pack of cigarettes sitting on the desk. She really wanted another one, right now. She figured that somehow she should say yes if only for professional reasons. After all, she did work for him. "Okay. I'll go. Is Mike coming with us?" She meant Mike Smith, her other boss. "Do you want him to?" "Not really. I was just wondering." "Okay. Let's plan on leaving here at 11:30." Then John turned to his left, entered his office and switched on his computer. Naomi headed for the patio for her second cigarette of the morning. *********************************** "NO WAY! Don't you dare write that asshole again. Not unless you want to tell him you fear you might have given him AIDS or something." Then Tina laughed. "You know, that may not be such a bad idea." She continued to laugh as cigarette smoke burst from her mouth and nose. "I don't think you understand," said Jenni. "I've thought about it. I don't think he really wanted to write that message to me. I think he just feels the pressure from his job and maybe from his wife." "Right! His wife," Tina exclaimed. "He's married for God's sake. I'd just forget you ever met the guy, Jen." Jenni reached into her purse and pulled out her pack of Virginia Slims Menthol Lights and set it on the table. She had switched from her B&H brand almost immediately after she got John's email last week. She found she liked the Virginia Slims better anyway although they were about the same. "I know. You're probably right but I feel there's something that still needs settling. There are just a few things more I'd like to know." Tina took a long puff on her cigarette and quickly inhaled. "For instance?" Jenni had just lit her own cigarette. She was now almost up to a pack a day and enjoyed smoking whenever she pleased. "Well, you know, we talked about it before I left that night. You know, before I flew down to meet him in Fort Lauderdale?" Tina was starting to get intrigued. "We talked about a lot. Be more specific." "Come on, Tina. You know. This guy, John...he has this fetish thing you told me about." Tina smiled. "Yeah, I thought so. How bad is it? Did you guys smoke while you fucked?" Jenni took a long, slow puff on her cigarette and watched her chest rise as she breathed in. She let the smoke rest in her lungs and swirl around for a moment or two. She was still discovering all the different ways to inhale and continued to search for a style that best suited her. "Tina, don't be so crude. Yes, we did it twice while I smoked for him. Does that mean he's got it bad?" Jenni thought she knew the answer but phrased it as a question anyway. "I don't know. Look Jen, if he does have it, and it looks like he does, then you've got to realize, he's after you only because you smoke." "You think?" Jenni didn't want to believe it. "That's why I said, I still think some things need settling." She suspected Tina was right but she felt either way, she was a winner. If John was attracted to her regardless of her smoking, then that was fine. If he was attracted to her because she smoked then she knew she had a certain power over him. And that was fine too. She just wanted to know. "Besides, I found out something that you told me to do - I found out his wife doesn't smoke. That's good, isn't it?" Tina understood Jenni's dilemma. She was in a similar situation when she was 19 and discovered her smoking drove a guy she was dating crazy. It had made her feel special. She thought she found the only guy in the universe that was hooked up this way. Her son Charlie was conceived during one of their smoke-intensified sexual liaisons. They later got married but divorced when Tina came home and discovered him in their bed with young Charlie's 17-year-old baby-sitter, teaching her to smoke. "Oh Jen. I don't care. If you want to write him, fine. But, speaking from experience, these things never work out." "Who said anything about writing him? I'm going to get a standby flight and head out to San Francisco." *********************************** John and Naomi got back to the office a little after 1 PM. They had gone to the nearby TGI Friday's and sat out on the patio. John was hoping for a breakthrough with her when he pulled his Benson and Hedges Menthol Lights from his jacket pocket and joined her for a cigarette. Her 120mm Virginia Slims still looked so amazingly long to him that he had a hard time not staring as she lit up. Despite the camaraderie John thought he was generating by smoking with her, Naomi had remained cool and business-like throughout the lunch. He noticed that she took full advantage of the smoking time as she went through five cigarettes in the hour they were at their table. John was impressed by the magnitude of her addiction as she continued to smoke even while she ate her chef's salad and picked at the dessert. Throughout the lunch, they had discussed John's upcoming projects that he needed assistance on, the general office routine and some 'fun' stuff that John thought Naomi would be very interested in - Conrad's and Mike's personalities, Sarah's idiosyncrasies and just general office gossip. Naomi listened, nodded and smoked while John did most of the talking. She seemed to brighten only when John would bring up a new woman's name they both knew who worked at Ilex. She occasionally laughed but seemed to radiate intentional signals that she was not very comfortable in this social situation. John had asked her again if she'd reconsider going to the company picnic as Hillary and doing the skit with him. She continued to refuse. Now, as they entered the lobby at Ilex, John was finding himself glad to be finished with the outing. Naomi was too quiet for his own liking -- something was amiss with her, he just couldn't put his finger on it. "Uh, John. Glad your back. Conrad's looking for you," Sarah said as they walked by her desk. John stopped. "Oh, really? Did he say what he wanted? I didn't expect to see him today." "He didn't say." Sarah was a little more curt than usual. He suspected she probably DID know what Conrad wanted but didn't press her. She's probably just pissed 'cause I didn't ask her to lunch as well. "Is he in now?" John noticed Conrad's door was closed. "Yes. Al just walked in but they should only be a few more minutes." Suddenly, John felt his stomach tighten. He was getting nervous. His hard-wired business instincts told him that the atmosphere in the office had changed - something was going on that he was not aware of. He never liked hearing it from Conrad either. He always wanted to be the one telling Conrad what was going on. John decided to go back to his office and pull up all the latest data on several new programs that he and his people were working on. He also pulled up all the order forecast information that he had just updated during an earlier meeting this morning. It was not good news and he suspected that this was what Conrad wanted to zero-in on. Sitting at his desk rapidly pulling up the information, he noticed Naomi had wasted no time getting back outside to smoke. She was at her usual spot at one of the patio tables puffing away. This time she was talking with a gal from Finance that John knew. Her name was Cheryl Weigand and she had been one of John's favorite sightings until Naomi came onboard. Cheryl smoked only twice a day on the patio, and had disappeared altogether just after New Year's until recently. John was glad to see she was unsuccessful in kicking her habit. She was truly a lovely smoker. Two years ago, she and John had started a friendship by sharing an occasional cigarette outside. It blossomed into going to lunch several times. John really liked her and kidded her that if ever he started his own company, he'd want Cheryl to be his Controller. Cheryl was standing and finishing up her Marlboro Lights 100. Just after puffing, John could see her say something funny to Naomi then watched them both laugh. I wonder why Naomi won't laugh like that when she's with me? Then, Cheryl touched Naomi on the shoulder, blew out the last of her smoke and headed for the door into the building. John just shook his head and continued to watch Naomi. He noted she was increasing her frequency of puffs now that Cheryl left. He knew that as she got to the end of her cigarette, she'd do that "triple puff" thing he loved watching her do. When she noticed that her cigarette was about done, she tapped off the remaining ash, took a puff while sitting down, then another standing up, then a final one on her way to the sand ashtray. After pausing momentarily, she pushed the spent cigarette into the sand and headed for the door blowing long multiple exhales of smoke that trailed her practically back to her workstation. John was in his 'fantasy zone' when Conrad walked in to his office. He whirled around in his chair. "Con! Hi. You surprised me." "Hi John. You got a minute?" Conrad walked back to John's door and closed it behind him. This was an ominous sign. "Sure, what's up? If it's about the order forecast numbers, we've just revised some stuff this morning and ..." Conrad interrupted him. "It's not about the forecast, John. Al and I had a little meeting this morning. Actually, it wasn't such a little meeting. It lasted five hours and it was just the two of us with the exception of a brief conference call with D & M up in San Francisco." John breathed easier. He knew who D & M were. Conrad probably wanted to discuss the IPO and the options that the four partners shared. John had invested $70,000 of his own money in Ilex back when the company was formed seven years ago. It only represented a 10% buy-in at the time but he had been given options as bonuses as the years had passed. He and Jill had taken a second mortgage out on their home for the initial buy-in and it had been the best investment John had made. He paid the money back in five years and was now just waiting for the IPO to make his $70,000 investment and his options worth almost $5 million. All John could say back to Conrad after his statement was, "And?" Conrad continued. "And...I think it goes without saying that once this IPO hits the streets, we are going to have a serious amount of capital infusion into our business plan...this year. Now, we've got our sights set on expanding the facility by about 100,000 square feet, buying new capital equipment for the factory and augmenting our '99 IR&D budget by $15 million. But Al brought up a good point this morning. He asked if it was even possible to spend that $15 million this year. In other words, can we hire enough engineers and non-directs to make good use of it?" John thought he was being asked to ramp up his department and prepare to hire a bunch of new people. "Sure we can spend the $15 mil, Con. Even though the economy is booming, people are always willing to jump ship for the right offer." He smiled smugly. Conrad knew John had missed the point. "Yeah, you're right. But before we hire a single new soul, I want to have our organization ready to absorb them and use them properly. The last thing I want to do is give anyone carte blanche to hire 100 new heads and have no real thought on what they'll do." John was following Conrad but wasn't prepared for what came next. "John, we're making some changes starting at the top. Al and I talked about it this morning. Our business is continuing to get more complex. We are basing more and more of our forecast on government business in the out-years. We need someone that can manage these government contracts that has experience in that area." John knew what was coming now. He felt his anger starting to rise. "Al and I are going to create a new position on the staff. It will be for a Director of Contracts. We'll be keeping your position as VP of Marketing and Product Support but the contracts stuff will fall under this new position." "A demotion," John said. It was not phrased as a question. "No. We're expanding -- at least later this year. The point is, we need a certified contract management specialist running Contracts now. The bandwidth of our business has exceeded your background. It's going to take two people to do the job of what you've been doing in the past." Conrad was trying to sound as diplomatic as possible. John was furious. EXCEEDED my bandwidth, indeed, he said to himself. "And who do you have in mind for this position? Dooling, I suppose?" "Yes. That's what Al and I discussed." "Jesus Christ, Conrad! Did you ever give any thought to letting me name a head of Contracts within my organization and letting me hire him or her? None of this stuff has exceeded my bandwidth! I can't believe you said that. Is this what you and Al want?" Conrad knew John was venting. He knew John's ego would have a tough time with this. And, yes, having Don Dooling running Contracts was what he wanted. Things had been slipping lately with John and this last screw up in Fort Lauderdale was all he needed to convince himself. The Navy program was what had thrown such a wrench into the IPO timing. "John, you're a marketing guy. I need a contracts guy. And I want him reporting to me." John retorted, "Shit yeah, I'm a marketing guy! This marketing guy has brought almost $250 million of revenue to this company over the last six years and $100 million in 1998 alone. I'm the reason we're being courted by Dunning and Myers in the first place. What's this 'I need a contracts guy' stuff? This sucks Conrad." He was frustrated and 'sucks' was the best word he could manage. Conrad finally couldn't contain himself. True, John had been good for Ilex but both he and Al were very upset after today's developments with D & M over the phone. And imagine, John thinking that he alone was responsible for the good state of the company! "Yeah John, it DOES suck. It sucks that we didn't book that Navy order last week when you assured us for a month that we would. It sucks that you had to lie to try to make it happen. And you know what sucks the most? I'll tell you. At this time next week, we WERE going to be a publicly traded company. We were going to be out there on the NASDAQ with a million shares starting at $20 per. We were going to be freshly capitalized and well into growing the business THIS year. Now, D & M tells us that with the status of our order book and the soft forecast for '99, we'd be better off waiting until at least next quarter. NEXT QUARTER, John! This delay is going to throw our business plan way the fuck into the year 2000. I think ultimately we'll go public but the bottom line is, the lack of success on the Navy program is why we are delaying. The fuckin' investment bankers tell us we can't get our targeted $20 a share because of our soft performance to date in '99." Conrad stood up, indicating that the meeting was coming to an end. John spoke, "You know Con...I don't have to take this. This is not right. I'm not going to let you and Al cast me as the fall guy for your lack of success up at D & M." Conrad decided not to pursue this line. As he walked out of John's office, all he offered was, "Everyone's going to do what they have to do John." He then gave John an icy stare just before he disappeared around the corner. John was so mad and so hurt that his extremities felt numb. He finally let out a big "SHI - IT" then spun in his chair. As he stopped rotating, there was Naomi, back on the patio lighting her umpteenth cigarette of the day. He settled back but had difficulty watching her inhale puff after puff of the creamy white smoke and release it into the breeze. |
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