Susan - A Young Mother, Part 2

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Date: 23 Sep 1995 11:08:37 -0400
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Susan and Larry continued to enjoy their smoking habits as the years
progressed.  Several times they would entertain the idea of quitting but
when it came right down to it they enjoyed smoking too much and were not
willing to give it up.

Throughout Kate's childhood she would occasionally question her parents
about their smoking and although they truly enjoyed it, they really didn't
want her to focus on it too much.  It was difficult explaining to a child
that smoking was not necessarily good for them but yet they continued to
do it.  As she reached her early teens her questions began to be more
specific such as "mom, if smoking is supposed to be so bad for you as
people say it is, why do you and dad continue to smoke?"  How do you
explain to a
13 year old that you get so much pleasure from it and that you don't
believe all the negative publicity without her wanting to try it.  Susan
and Larry decided that since they were not planning to quit smoking any
time soon that they should have a plan on how to deal with Kate's interest
in smoking should it ever come up.  They decided that they would do
everything they could to dissuade her from wanting to smoke but if she
insisted they would let her try it or attempt to put her off until she was
a little older.  They agreed that the last thing they wanted was to have
Kate doing things behind their back.  The prided themselves on being open
and honest with each other and they didn't want to do anything to change
that.

Kate and Susan were quite closes and she always trusted her moms decisions
and wanted to do everything her mother did.  She watched her mother smoke
as she grew up and felt that if her mother smoked she should smoke.  One
morning Susan and Kate were having breakfast and as soon as they finished,
Susan promptly lit a cigarette.  Kate watched her intently as she took a
several successive puffs deep into her lungs then exhaling slowly.  As the
smoke drifted toward Kate she shifted her face in order to smell the smoke
more effectively.  She was intrigued by the thought of actually breathing
in smoke.  She thought to herself "I wonder what it feels like to actually
smoke.  It must be pretty good or my mom wouldn't keep doing it."  It was
hard for her to imagine actually blowing smoke out of her mouth.  As she
continued to watch her mother, who was obviously enjoying herself, the
questions began.  Kate asked "mom, how old were you when you started
smoking?"  Susan, who prided herself on always telling Kate the truth said
"I guess I was about your age when I first experimented with cigarettes."
Kate then asked "you must have liked or would wouldn't still be smoking.
What is it like to smoke?"  Susan thought for a few seconds then said
"well, at first it's not that pleasant but after a while it feels pretty
good."  Kate was now quite interested in what she was saying and asked
"why do smoke if it is supposed to be so bad for you?"  Susan said "when
you first start to inhale the smoke from a cigarette your body has adjust
to the nicotine that is in the smoke.  As your body gets used to the
nicotine it starts to crave it more and more so therefore you need to
smoke more so eliminate the cravings you get."  Kate had no frame of
reference for what she was saying and really didn't understand but her
curiosity told her that it was something she needed to find out
for herself.  Susan continued "so as you continue to smoke it begins to
become more and more enjoyable to eliminate the cravings.  The one problem
is that as after a while your body has a hard time functioning without the
smoke so if you try to quit it is very difficult.  Your body gets used to
its daily doses and it becomes so pleasurable to smoke it next to
impossible to give it up."  Just by talking about the cravings made Susan
want a cigarette in the worst way so she lit up again.  Kate watched as
her other pulled hard on her Virginia Slims.  She then said "mom, I want
to try smoking."  Susan knew it was coming and said "Kate I would rather
you didn't smoke."  Kate replied "but mom, you started when you were my
age and I really want to see what it is like."  Susan remembered the
discussions she had with her husband and knew that Kate would try it with
or without her approval so she may as well be involved.  Susan then said
"Kate you have know idea how powerful smoking is and what a grip it can
get on you."  Kate replied "mom it can't be that bad."

Susan knew it was impossible to convince her young daughter not to smoke
so she decided to let her give it a try.  She said "okay if you really
want to try it I'll let you, but only this one time."  Kate eagerly said
"okay mom, just this once."  Susan lit a fresh cigarette because she knew
the last puffs of her current one would be too strong for Kate."  Susan
took a long puff, her cheeks coming together as she pulled on the filter.
She inhaled the smoke sharply through her nose and mouth and exhaled
toward the ceiling.  She then handed the cigarette to Kate's eager hand
and said "do you know how to smoke?"  Kate replied "yes mom, I've been
watching you smoke long enough to have a good idea of what to do."  Susan
felt a little guilty about her influence over her daughter but it seemed
to late to change it now.  Kate was very awkward as she placed the filter
to her lips.  Her mother said "don't take a very big puff the first time."
 Kate followed her mothers suggestions and pulled slightly on the filter
to let a little smoke in to her mouth.  She opened her mouth gently and
then breathed the smoke into her lungs.  She coughed as she tried to
exhale.  Susan said with a smirk on her face "it's not that great is it?"
Kate, never one to miss the obvious, said "I'm not used to it either mom.
I'm sure after a while I'll be able to smoke without a problem."  Susan
was a little surprised at her daughters grasp of the situation said "you
mean you still want to try smoking again."  Kate said "yes mom, I want to
keep trying."  Susan then said "go ahead try another puff."  Kate promptly
placed the cigarette back to her lips and took another small puff.  As she
inhaled for the second she was able to blow the smoke from her lungs
without coughing."  She smiled to her mother and said "that was pretty
good huh?.  Susan was a little impressed by her daughters success with her
second puff said "how did that feel?"  Kate said "it felt really weird
when I inhaled, I'm not sure how to describe it but it was kind of a cool
feeling."  Susan replied "that's because my cigarettes or mentholated
which makes them feel cool when you inhale the smoke."  Susan took the
cigarette back from Kate and took a long drag to fill her lungs with the
smoke as Kate watched anticipating another puff.  As soon as her mother
had put the cigarette in the ashtray Kate quickly picked it up for another
try.  This time she took a longer puff and inhaled the smoke like an old
pro.  Some of the smoke was inhaled
through her nose which caused a sensation she hadn 't felt with the
previous puffs.  Kate said "I feel kind of light headed."  Her mother
chimed in "that's the effects the nicotine has on your body.  It hasn't
had it before so it does not what to make of it."  The traded several more
puffs before Kate extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray saying "that
was kind of neat that we were able to smoke together mom.  Thanks
for showing me how to smoke."  Susan not wanting show approval said "now
remember we agreed it would be just this once."  Kate said sarcastically
with a little smile "ya, sure mom!"

Kate's curiosity with smoking was now stronger than ever.  Several times
that afternoon, Kate would sneak a puff on her mothers cigarette when she
wasn't looking.  She was excited about the prospects of learning to smoke
and to see exactly what it felt like to keep smoking.  Each day Kate
became more bold in her attempts to smoke.  She took ever opportunity to
sneak puffs from her parents cigarettes and was becoming quite good.  One
morning, Susan lit a fresh cigarette and then laid it in the ashtray prior
to
leaving the room.  Kate not wanting to let an opportunity slip, picked up
the cigarette and took a long puff deep into her lungs.  As she was
exhaling the smoke her mother walked back into the room and saw the smoke
coming from Kate's' mouth and said "Kate, what are doing?"  Kate replied
"I just took one puff mom, what's the big deal?"  Susan said "the big deal
is that we agreed you would only smoke that one time."  Kate replied "I
know mom but I can't help it; I really want to smoke."  Susan said "but
your only 13 Kate!"  She knew as soon as she said it what Kate would
reply.  Kate immediately shot back "but mom you smoked when you were my
age."  She was right and Susan didn't know how to respond.  Her daughter
was insisting that she be able to smoke and she didn't know what to do
about it.  She then said "let me talk to your father and see what he
says."  Kate's face lit up with prospects of being able to smoke and said
"thanks mom."

Part 3 to follow
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