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Jess's World by Gray Haze Part 7 - Two More for the Family During the second week of August, the family headed for Cape Cod for a two week vacation. They had rented a large, four bedroom beach house right on the beach, on a island called Martha's Vineyard, just off the coast of the Cape. The trip from their home in North Carolina was a long one. Eighteen hours in all. Fortunately, the family owned a large, 1979 Chevy conversion van. It had two captain seats up front, and two rows of bench seats in the back, and plenty of space to store luggage to boot. Jess loved going to Martha Vineyard. The family went almost every year. Everyone was allowed two bags, one big one for their clothes and one smaller on for anything else. Jess decided to scrimp a little on the clothes to make room for her cigarettes. Cigarettes were cheap in North Carolina and she didn't want to pay more in Massachusetts. So along with her clothes she packed four cartons of Salem's and two cartons of Pall Malls. During the trip, mom and dad sat up front, with Jess and Jamie in the second row and Jill and Jennifer sat in the back. They left at Midnight Friday night. An hour prior to leaving, Jamie joined Jess in her bedroom to load up on nicotine prior to the trip. Jess wanted to fall right to sleep once they started moving so she joined Jamie. To fully load up Jess pulled out her holder and loaded two cigarettes onto it. She would have preferred a cigar right then, but she didn't have one available. "So that's what you use that thing for," Jamie smiled as she lit her own cigarette. "Two or three of these and I will be sleeping like a baby in no time," Jess responded has she exhaled a huge plume into the air. "Can I try it?" Jamie asked as she reached her hand out to Jess. Jamie then took a couple of big puffs off the holder. "Wow this is incredible; I'm going to have to get one of these." "Ah, why don't you wait until you get older Jamie," Jess smiled while she took the holder back. Sure enough, both Jess and Jamie fell asleep soon after they hit the highway. At six, Jess woke up coughing terribly as was quickly becoming her custom. As soon as she realized where she was, she tried to conceal it as best she could out of embarrassment. One thing that she didn't conceal was her need for a cigarette. She immediately reached in her purse and pulled out a Pall Mall. She would have loved to light up two right there and then, but knew that wouldn't have been cool. Jess then cracked open the window and lit up. She continued to periodically cough which caught the attention of her mother. "Good morning sweet heart, did you sleep well." "OK I guess mom," Jess responded as she took another long drag. "That's quite a cough you got there dear, I hope you're not catching a cold or something," her mom said with concern. "No, I'm just a little congested this morning that's all," Jess responded after taking yet another puff. "Oh, I'm pretty congested myself most mornings also," her mother smiled while lighting her own cigarette. "Two or three of these usually clears me up," she continued while looking at her cigarette. "Don't worry mom, I plan on following your prescription," Jess responded with a smile as she exhaled out the window. Jess continued to smoke non-stop until finally, after her sixth cigarette, she had got her nicotine level up to normal. Jess then looked in her purse for a brush for her hair. She saw three packs of Salem's and two packs of Pall Malls. "That should be enough for this long trip," Jess thought to herself. For the rest of the trip, Jess continued to light up every ten to fifteen minutes, which was becoming her custom. Of course Jill bitched and complained the whole way, that is until her mother yelled at her good at about ten that morning. Jennifer as usual sat quietly in the back reading the whole way. It was a tough trip for Jamey. She was dying for a cigarette the whole way, and to make matters worse she had to sit and watch both her parents and Jess puff away the whole trip. "I kill for one of those," Jamey whispered in Jess's ear while Jess was holding a cigarette. "I told you that you should just get it over with and tell mom," Jess whispered back. "Then you wouldn't be dying right now, would you." Jamey did manage to sneak an occasional puff from Jess during stops at restaurant and gas stations. But even those chances were limited. Finally at eight they arrived at their rental house on Martha Vineyard. Jess and Jamey shared one bedroom while Jill and Jennifer had there own. Jamey quickly rushed her luggage up to the bedroom urging Jess to do the same. Of course, Jess knew what Jamie wanted, so she quickly obliged. While un-packing, Jess and Jamey kept only one cigarette burning at all times, not wanting Jamey to get caught. If somebody came in, they would just assume that the cigarette burning in the ash tray was Jess's. Over the course of the next couple of days, Jamey was constantly sneaking smokes from Jess whenever she could. She also would leave for sudden walks by herself, while everyone else was hanging out at the house. Her mother had begun to start suspecting that Jamey might be experimenting with smoking months before, but had no real proof of it. Finally, on Wednesday, while everybody else was at the beach, her mother found a pack of Pall Malls in Jamey's top drawer. She was cleaning up the place and putting away a load of laundry when she found them. She thought at first that they might have been Jess's and somehow they got in the wrong drawer. Later that day, she managed to catch Jess alone on the front porch of the house. Jess was enjoying the seaside view while smoking, when her mother sat down next to her. "Have you noticed anything different about Jamey lately?" her mother asked Jess. "No, not really, she seems like the same rambunctious kid that she always has been," Jess responded as she lit another cigarette. "I kind have seen some changes over the last month or so with her. It is kind of hard to explain, but just call it a mother's intuition," her mother said as she lit a cigarette also. "I really think that she has been experimenting with smoking, but I have yet to see any solid proof of that. The way she been sneaking off constantly this week makes me kind of wonder." Her mother than took another drag, inhaled and the exhale as she continued. "Well, while I was putting clothes away today, I found this pack of Pall Malls in her dresser drawer. I thought that I would ask you to make sure that they aren't yours." Jess knew that Jamey was busted. She could say that they were hers, but wasn't sure if there is any other evidence also. Besides, she was getting tired of covering her kid sister's tracks all of the time. "Yeah mom, she does smoke," Jess responded solemnly as she exhaled a thick puff of smoke from her Salem. "I caught her about six weeks ago. I was going to tell you, but she pleaded with me not to. To make matter worse, that little snitch has been stealing packs from me, I know it. I thought that I was missing some, but with all that I smoke, it is hard to keep track of them. Last week though I caught her red handed grabbing one out of my carton I keep in my desk drawer." "I see, so I was right, I knew it," her mother chimed in. "After I caught her I again threatened to tell you. But then she started to cry. I guess she been smoking for two years now. She first started stealing packs from you. Then she stole one from dad, and instantly fell in love with the Camels. That little shit has been smoking unfiltered cigarettes for over a year now," Jess said as she put out her cigarette. "I told her she needed to quit right now before she got good and hooked. Then she looked at me with a big tear in her eye and said that it was too late, she already was." Jess mom sat quietly for a few minutes not saying a thing, just puffing steadily on her cigarette. Finally as she put her cigarette out, she just looked down at the ground and said, "That poor little thing. I can't believe my baby is smoking. God, she's only 13." "I'm sorry mom, I was going to tell you, but she got me to promise not to," Jess said as she lit another cigarette. "So I decided to let her smoke in my room after I caught her, just to see how experienced she was. Mom you should have seen her, my little baby sister sitting there smoking a Pall Mall like an experienced truck driver. I will tell you this much, this kid knows how to smoke." "So do you think she is hooked Jess?" her mother asked. "No doubt in my mind mom," Jess responded as she exhaled a plume of smoke into the sky. "She has been constantly bugging me ever since for cigarettes. This kid is good and hooked!" "Oh, I see," her mother said. "I guess I'm going to have to talk to your father about this one. If she is hooked, it might be real tough getting her to quit. She will just continue to sneak around behind our backs I'm afraid." "I know she will she likes smoking way too much to quit. Just like you and me, once you get the smoking bug, it's damn near impossible to quit," Jess replied with the sound of authority. "Don't worry mom, if you want to drop the hammer on her, I will support you. I won't keep feeding her habit, you can count on me." "Thanks Jess let me talk to your father and see what he thinks we should do. I doubt he'll be pleased," she said with a concerned voice. Nothing was said the rest of the night. Jess did tip Jamey off about what happened to let her prepare for the worst. Nothing was said the next day either until just before dinner. Jamey was called up by her father to come talk to them in their room. After about 20 minutes the three of them came down and nobody said anything. Soon the entire family sat down for dinner. After dinner, Jess immediately reached for a Salem, followed closely by her mother while the rest ate some desert. After a couple of minutes, Jamey started to pull something out of her pocket. She nervously extracted a cigarette out of her pack while Jess, Jen and Jill stared in stunned disbelief. Then out of nowhere, her father flicked his lighter and held it up to Jamey, as she tipped her head toward the flame and sucked the flame into her cigarette. "You gotta be kidding me Jamey!" Jill shouted out in disbelief. "Mom, how can you let that little squirt smoke like that?" "That will be enough of that Jill," her mother yelled back. As Jill and her mom continued to argue, Jennifer silently got up and left. Nobody even noticed her leave. Then again, nobody ever noticed silent Jen. Jen was the geeky one in the family. A straight "A" student, she was constantly up in her room either studying or reading. She probably was the least attractive of the four sisters also. But that was more because of a lack of trying than natural beauty. Jennifer did have some friends, and they would often get together to study or see a movie. And even though she was 15, she hardly ever dated and really wasn't all that interested in boys. Jen got along with her sisters good enough though, but they usually paid little attention to her. But there was one secret nobody in the family knew about. And as Jennifer entered her bedroom, she knew that it was time to tell all. Meanwhile, back at the table, the argument between Jill and her mother abruptly ended when her father finally piped in with authority. "Thanks daddy," Jamey said as she took another drag off of her cigarette. Jess looked at her sister and with a smile and a wink said softly, "way to go." As the four were chatting quietly while smoking and Jill was sulking while she nibbled at her dessert, Jennifer came back down and sat down. Like always nobody even realized it when she sat down. But that was about to change as Jennifer slowly pulled out a pack of B&H Menthol 100's. She nonchalantly extracted a cigarette out from the pack, put it in her mouth, and just like she has been doing this in front of her parents for years, casually lit it up. All of the sudden conversation stopped, as everyone just stared as Jennifer as she slowly exhaled her first puff. Finally Jennifer said with some embarrassment, "well I figured if little Jamey was aloud to smoke now, you wouldn't mind me smoking also." Of all of the kids, Jennifer was the last that anybody would suspect would become a smoker. Not geeky little Jen. Finally, their dad broke the ice while he looked at his wife he said, "Well honey, it looks like we badly influenced three of our daughters," and then he said while laughing and looking at Jill, "please don't tell me you want one also." "No daddy, I can assure you that I don't," Jill responded. "Good, I'm glad to hear that Jill," he said while he continued to laugh. "You know what guys, I hope all of your lungs rot in hell," Jill said as she stormed out of the dining room. "Well Jen, this certainly is a surprise," her mother said as she lit another cigarette. "Of all of my kids, I figured you'd be the last one to take up the habit." "I know it isn't like me is it. But believe it or not, I really like to smoke, and I'm relieved to finally be able to come out from the closet on this," Jennifer said as she placed the cigarette back in her mouth. As she took another puff, she looked at Jamey and said through a talking exhale, "Thanks for making it easy for me little sis." "My pleasure Jen," Jamey said as she put out her cigarette. "Well Jen, I see you have excellent taste when it comes to what brand to smoke," her mother said complimentarily. For the next hour, the five of them sat around the dinner table laughing and smoking. Jess smoked her usual five in that time period, while her mother downed four. Jamey and her dad smoked only two of their filterless cigarettes. But what was most surprising was Jennifer; she had four just like her mother. It turned out that Jennifer was quite the accomplished smoker. After being gone for a half hour Jill came back down to join the rest of them. Her mother than came over to Jill and gave her a big hug and said, "Jill I'm glad that you have chosen not to smoke. I guess you're the only smart one of the bunch of us. I urge you to continue with your athletics and stay away from these things." "Thanks mom," as she looked at her family she said, "I'm sorry that I've been a little hard on you guys, can you forgive me." Jess then reached for her pack, took one out for herself, and then after she place one in her mouth, she held out her pack to Jill and said while laughing, "care to join us Jill." "Not right now Jess," Jill answered, while everybody else was rolling on the floor laughing. "But maybe later" as she started to laugh also. That night, Jen, Jess and Jamey sat up late in their room smoking like chimneys and laughing up a storm. Jess and Jamey were fascinated with the smoking story Jen had to tell. It turned out that Jen had started four years ago, longer then even Jess. She was always fascinated with smoking and fell in love with it after her first one. She was smoking almost a pack a day by the age of twelve, but easily concealed it from everybody in the family because no one paid much attention to her. Over the last year or so, she spent considerable amount of time over at her friends Sarah's, to not only study, but to smoke. Sarah's parent let her smoke, so that became her `smoke out'. She was able to buy cigarettes at a convenience store a few blocks away from her house, and paid for them by using her allowance and whatever money she earned baby sitting. By the time this summer started, she had reached a level of a carton a week, and lately almost two packs a day. "Wow Jen, two packs a day," Jess said in amazement. "It sounds like you are like me and mom. It won't be long before you chain smoke like us!" "Well now that I can smoke freely, I hope to," she responded as she lit her next cigarette off the lit end her just finished cigarette. "Keep smoking like that and you will," Jess said while laughing. "You know I always admired mom's dedication to her cigarettes. She smokes with such an open, unashamed style, that it is so obvious how much she love her cigarette." Jenn then continued after taking another puff. "Then watching you smoke this summer Jess, you have taken it to a whole other level above that of mom. It's amazing how dedicated you are. How much do you smoke Jess, if you mind me asking?" "About two carton of Salem's and a carton of Pall Malls a week," Jess replied. "Plus an occasional one of dad's cigars also." "Oh my God Jess, that's over 4 packs a day," Jen said as she took another drag off her B&H. "You must really love smoking to smoke that much." "My love for smoking can't be measured," Jess said while laughing. "I smoke to the max and love every second of it." Jess then went on to tell all about her smoking. The intense cravings that she always has and how dutiful she works to satisfy them. "Why don't you tell her about the holder Jess," Jamey chimed in. "Oh yeah, wait until you try this," Jess continued as she pulled the holder out of her dresser drawer. Jess then placed two Pall Mall on it, lit it, and took a big puff. As she was holding the smoke in she handed the holder it to Jen. "Go ahead, try it, the rush is incredible," Jess finished as she proceeded to exhale a huge cloud of smoke. Jen took the holder and proceded to follows Jess lead. With a huge smile on her face, she took a puff, inhaled deeply, and held it for four seconds. Then she reluctantly let out the biggest cloud of smoke that she has ever had. "I gotta get myself one of these," Jen said as she lifted the holder back up to her face. "The buzz you get off of this is incredible." "I know, but I use it to kill the really bad cravings I have usually in the middle of the night, and in the morning," Jess responded. "A couple of these in a row will kill any nicotine fit." "Don't tell me you can't make it through an entire night without smoking?" Jen asked while laughing. "Not usually, that is part of being a heavy smoker. Mom can't make it either. Don't worry, give it some time and you will also be getting up to smoke in the middle of the night also," Jess responded laughing as she took the holder from Jess. The three girls made short work out of the two cigarettes on the holder. They waited about five minutes, and then Jess lit up one of her Salem's followed quickly by Jen lighting up a B&H menthol. "Jen, I see a great smoking future for ya," Jess said as she exhaled the smoke from her newly lit cigarette. "You don't seem to be having much trouble at all keeping up with me tonight." Just then, they heard a knock on the door. It was Jill. "Mind if I join you guys?" Jill asked. "Couldn't help hearing all the laughing going on in here." "Sure come on in Jill," Jess responded, "But you better bring a gas mask, the smoke is awfully thick in here." "Oh I don't mind, I guess I have gotten used to it this summer being around you and mom," Jill said with a smile. "The whole nagging stuff that was just an act, to try to get under your skin. I hope you will forgive me." "Of course I will," Jess responded, "you're my kid sister and I love you to much not to. Besides, I like getting under your skin sometimes as well." For the next hour, the four girls sat around talking, smoking and laughing. Jess was smoking pretty much constantly, while Jen was trying to do her best imitation of Jess. Jamey had only one, and of course, Jill didn't smoke. But as Jess continued to tell about how great smoking was, Jill starting to think that she was missing something. "You know Jess; do you think I could try one of your Salem's?" Jill asked. A stunned silence fell over the room as the three smokers look at Jill in shocked disbelief. "Jill, I think you better stick to athletics," Jess said as she finally broke the silence. "You are such a great athlete. If you start smoking these things your days of playing soccer will end quickly." "I only want to try it Jess, I don't plan on becoming a smoker or anything like that," Jill responded. "After watching you guys smoke it's obvious that I'm missing something." "OK Jill, but remember this, I didn't plan on becoming a smoker either and look at me now," Jess said as she handed a Salem to Jill. "Don't say I didn't warn you." Jess then showed Jill all the basics of smoking, and then lit her up. It didn't go well at all, and Jill was real embarrassed, but the others assured her that their first didn't go well either. "Don't worry Jill, keep practicing, you'll get used to it in no time," Jamey reassured her. "No Jill, you'll never get the hang of it," Jess chimed in still trying to dissuade her from smoking, "I think you should stick to soccer." Over the rest of the first week of their vacation, Jess continued her tremendous smoking. Jen started to keep up with her and Jamey continued enjoying her pack a day habit, relieved to be able to smoke without hiding it anymore. Jill continued to experiment a little and was actually able to tolerate an entire Salem. That Saturday night, their parents were snuggling out on the porch, enjoying watching the sun go down on the horizon. Jess the came out with lit cigarette in hand and joined them. A little while later, her dad got up and went inside to retrieve his box of cigars. When he got back he immediately offered one to Jess, who dutifully accepted as she extinguished what remained of her cigarette in the ashtray. "Thank you daddy," Jill said after accepting a light from her father. "This tastes wonderful." "I didn't know you smoked cigars Jess?" her mother asked. "Yeah, me and daddy smoke one together on occasion," Jess responded. "Want to join us mom?" "Ah, no Jess, I don't think that it is particularly lady like to smoke big fat cigars," her mother said in a disappointed voice. Just then, Jen came out. "Can I try one daddy, please?" she asked with great interest. "I'm sorry princess, but I think that you need to be 18 to smoke these," her father replied with authority. "Oh Jen, why don't you join me for a cigarette?" her mother asked as she reached her pack out to Jen. "We'll let those two bums smoke those stinking cigars while we enjoy a real ladylike smoke." Over the remainder of the vacation, Jens smoking continued to increase. Hanging out with Jess and her mother was a constant prompt to light up. Much like she did with Jess, her mother gave her constant encouragement about maximizing the pleasures of smoking. Jen was enjoying every minute of it. By that next Wednesday, Jess had smoked three packs for the first time. And after smoking three packs the next day, Jess was starting to feel the intense cravings that only heavy smokers feel. On the last day of the trip, Jess and Jen talked about the cravings that Jen was feeling, and how she was finding herself constantly reaching for a cigarette to feed them. "Wow Jen, sure sounds like to me that you're definitely turning out to be like mom and me," Jess told her after hearing about it. "I think it's genetic or something. For whatever reason, nicotine seems to have a tremendous effect on us. Mom and I both agree that we were born to be smoke like chimneys." "It's incredible Jess, the more I smoke the more I want to. And the more I want to, the more I need to. And the more I need to, the more I smoke. I'm not sure when this cycle ends, but I'm loving every minute of it," she said as she extracted another cigarette from her pack. "Well, school starts soon Jen, that will put an end to it," Jess responded while laughing. "Oh, I don't look forward to that at all," Jen said, "I had enough trouble last year making through a class, and I smoked half as much then. I think that it's going to be torture this year." "Jen the scholar calling school torture," Jess said with a laugh while she lit another cigarette. "I thought I never would here that in my life. I guess I really have corrupted you." "No, I can assure you, my grades will be sparkling next year," Jen responded with a serious look on her face. "It's just these I'm going to be dying for these during school," she continued as she looked at her burning cigarette. "Jen then took another big cheek hollowing puff followed by a deep inhale. "God I love these things," she said as smoke spewed out her mouth and nose. Once vacation ended, everyone returned to their usual routine. Jess started getting packed for college which was going to start in another week. Soccer practice had just started that week and Jill wisely decided to suspend her smoking, at least until soccer ended later that fall. She was still grappling with whether she really wanted to take it up full time after that. Jen went back to her quiet ways again, except this time she smoked constantly while reading in her room. And Jamie continued her happy go lucky ways, except she got a kick out of smoking her Pall Malls freely in front of her friends, with full permission from her parents. She particularly liked using her holder while at the mall to flirt with the astonished young boys. Their mother was quite impressed with Jen's new devotion to the habit. Just after they got back, she was running to the smoke shop to pick up cigarettes for herself for the week. Before she left, she asked Jen if she needed any. "Yeah can you pick me up a carton, or better yet, make that two," Jen told her as she held what was becoming an ever increasing site of a cigarette in her hand. "Two cartons Jen, why aren't we becoming quite the heavy smoker lately young lady," her mother said with a smile. "A chip off the old block I guess." "Yeah, I guess I was born to be a human chimney, just like you and Jess," she said while taking another puff. "Well I'm glad that you are maximizing your smoking pleasure Jen. If you're going to be a smoker, you might as well smoke as much as it takes to fully enjoy it. Two cartons it is then," she said as she headed out the door. Finally Jess had to head back to college. The summer was over, and it was back to reality. But life would never be the same again. Three months ago while she was heading home, she was extremely conflicted over becoming a smoker. But now she wasn't, she had found how incredible smoking could be, and she was never happier. |
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